fuck yOu. yes you, the person i am talking about. i was there last night. i'm done with all this shit. this is not helping me, knowing the current state i am in. it's not helping me at all. in fact, it's probably the cause of it, so FUCK YOU!

          -i hope you come down with something they can't diagnose,

                                    don't have the cure for-

yeah so a lot has been happening. i am not going into it now. those of you that i care about already know. today in english when writing my short story, my favorite line was "this is an open introduction to self destruction." that made me happy-that i created something. heh. yeah, i have to go pack. i'm going way upstate to the usual cabin for thanksgiving-HAPPY TURKEY DAY! =) i'm not smiley right now, for the record, but i hope to have a mind clearing amazing weekend. i need that more then anything. so, i'm not sure if i have service but call me anyway. lol. those of you that are always there for me-thank you. i. love. you.

~"you say we're just friends, we're playing pretend...look around, I'M your one, your only!"~  <33 Jenn <33

wOw!-We HaVe iSsUeS aNd I wOuLdN't hAvE iT aNy oThEr WaY. i aDoRe YoU. DaNi iS mY flUfFeRnUt qUeEn. sOrRy mY hUsBaNd kIlLeD Us AlL nICoLe BuT hE cAn'T cOoK. JeNnY's HaIr PuLlInG mAKeS mE bReAtH hEaViLy aNd LiZ, mY pUcCi-POoKiD wAnNaBeE kNoWs hOw We dO iN tHis CoNsPirAcY tHe WoRld hAs aGaInSt uS. pLeAsE tAkE mY haNd aNd NeVeR lEt gO. <33

CaNdYsCgH1366 [10:32 PM]:  ewww danielle is an evil pink lotion bottle!
Dramaprincess71 [10:32 PM]:  jenn is a funky turkey dipper
CaNdYsCgH1366 [10:33 PM]:  yeah?! yeah?! well bring it...you orange snake pudding piper!
Dramaprincess71 [10:33 PM]:  ohh u better b careful or i may have to put a shoehorn on ur head!
CaNdYsCgH1366 [10:35 PM]:  a shoehorn! ha! i laugh at the idea of shoehorn, for danielle, let me remind you, your shoehorn (ha!) is no match for my pickled wagon axle!!!
Dramaprincess71 [10:35 PM]:  oh yeah?
CaNdYsCgH1366 [10:35 PM]:  YEAH!!!
Dramaprincess71 [10:36 PM]:  but my shoehorn, missy, has been sharpened with an electric lawnmower
Dramaprincess71 [10:36 PM]:  take that bitch!
CaNdYsCgH1366 [10:37 PM]:  oOo sorry were you speaking-i was busy laughing at the stupidity of this girl danielle who happens to be my life!! haha if only she knew that that electric lawnmower has been poisned with the remains of the diamond off of my middle sweet 16 nail that fell on the aisle of the bowling ally and just HAD to be found by mr.hottie worker
Dramaprincess71 [10:38 PM]:  wow... i cant compete with that
Dramaprincess71 [10:38 PM]:  i guess u won
Dramaprincess71 [10:38 PM]:  i guess ill have to go home and put marshmallow fluff in my ears
CaNdYsCgH1366 [10:39 PM]:  MUWHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! JENN IS THE RAINING QUEEN OF FORCING DANIELLE TO PUT MARSHMELLOW FLUFF...WITH PEANUT BUTTER-IN HER EARS!!! i rule your shoes and rock your socks and do whatever it is i do to your sandles....come on danielle...admit it...i am AWESOME!
Dramaprincess71 [10:40 PM]:  except u cant spell
Dramaprincess71 [10:40 PM]:  reigning
CaNdYsCgH1366 [10:40 PM]:  hahaha
CaNdYsCgH1366 [10:40 PM]:  wow-im sorry...your mere presence overwhelms me

                           =)  **just a normal conversation in my life!**=)

hmmm...so i'll do this cause i don't have a life. yOu stole it!!! haha*

[1]First name: Jenn (Jennifer) [2]MiddleName:Marie [4]Nick Name[s]: Catt, French toast, Jwa, poOchie, POkid-haha Liz![5]Gender: lemme think [6]Age: 16 [7]Birthday: Feb 4th, 1988 [8]Height: 5'2  1/2" 9 is missing!!! [10]Hair Color: Red-eh Auburn  [11]Eye Color: green          [12]Ethnicity: Italian for the most part [13]Glasses: Sometimes. [14]Contacts: first time i tried 'em i got them stuck in my eyes but i have the box and WILL attempt it again!!! [15]Braces: been there, done that [16]Hair Short or Long: long i suppose [17]You Were Born Where: uh-new york lol [18]You Now Live: in Queens [19]Astrology Sign: Aquarious! [20]Chinese Zodiac Sign: i dont know! [21]Nationality: eh? [22]Bad Habits: self-denial, caring too much, laughing at the end of a serious sentence (LIZ!), thinking too much, being sad, him. [23]Piercings: yes [24]If Yes Where & How Many:  4-ears [25]Tattoos: 2 yrs with the girls =) [26]If Yes How Many & Where, If No Want Any: see above..my lower back! [Pets] [40]Do You Have Any Pets: i killed them all. [41]Name[s]: cheese [42]Type Of Animal[s]: urg-stop with the fucking animals!. [43]If You Don't Have A Pet Do You Want One: yes-a cuddly pug. awww. [44]Have You Ever Had Any Other Pets Then Mentioned Up Above: I am going to KILL you. [School] [45]Are You Still In School: Yes... [46]Did You Drop Out: of course [47]Current/Supposive Grade: 11th [48]Favorite Grade: eh-last yr. maybe...nah scratch that-kindergarden [49]Worst Grade: Probably this year-well i don't know... [50]Favorite Teacher: Mr. Randazzo haha [51]Worst Teacher: everyone-teachers suck! [52]Favorite Subject: drama [53]Worst Subject: uh-gym haha  [54]Do/Did You Buy Lunch Or Bring Lunch: I used to but now i prefer not to eat, eh? [55]School Sports: uh-i want swimming. [56]School Activities: does talking in the hallway count as a school activity?  [57]Popular Or What: sure [58]Favorite Dance: haha-time warp lol [59]Favorite Memory: strangly, it hurts too much to recall [60]Worst Memory: uh-how i felt last yr. when i was about to do that very stupid thing i was going to do... [61]Worst Dance: hmmmmm.... [62]Most Humiliating Moment: anything involving revealing feelings[Favorites] [63]Number: 16 [64]Clothing Brand: eh-ionno [65]Shoes: converse [66] Saying: life sucks!! haha [67]TV Show: the OC, General Hospital lol [68]Sport: Baseball...sometimes. [69]Vegetable: carrot [70]Fruit: all [71]Movie: i hate this set of questions [72]Magazine: see above [74]Actor/actress: yes im boring but see above once again [75]Candy: anything chocolate [76]Gum: watermelon bubble gum [77]Scent: vanilla [78]Candy Bar: eh-ionno [79]Ice Cream Flavor: chunky monkey!! [80]Color: pink, blue, red [81]Season: fall [82]Holiday: Halloween and Christmas. [83]Band: eh-too many to name [84]Singer: grrrrr [85]Group: nooooo...y am i even doing this thing, im not answering anything lol!  [86]Type of music: emo, punk rock [87]Fast Song: eh [88]Slow Song: um.... [89]Thing In Your Room: my lava lamp [90]Place To Be: in your arms [91]Radio Station: i dont like the redio [92]TV Channel: prob. 7 [93]Junk Food: chocolate [94]Overall food: um...eh pasta although i now can't eat it! [95]Store: i shop too much [96]Shoe Brand: didn't i answer this already? [97]Fast Food Place: um...i dunno..i hate fast food [98]Restaurant: this little cafe in Italy <33 [99]Shape: a STAR!!! haha lizz..."why can't we ever make a star?!" **  [100]Time Of Day: 10pm [101]Country Out Of USA: Italy [102]State: New York [103]Boys Name: Ryan, Anthony, like 100 more... [104]Girls Name: oh gosh...a lot, um-Autumn [105]Mall: Roosevelt [106]Video Game: i HATE video games! nah i just don't play them. [107]Shampoo: garnier fructis [108]Board Game: hmm...cranium!?. [109]Computer Game: eh the sims lol [110]Car: So long as it's a convertable! [111]Music Video: no...no...no [112]Swear Word: Fuck or shit [113]Word: love [114]Month: october [115]Cartoon: the Rugrats haha [116]Song Of All Time: please...nobody can answer that! [117]Scary Movie: eh [118]Team: I don't care. [119]Possesion: my pictures [Whats The First Thing That Comes 2 Mind When You Hear....] [120]Eminem: mike and michelle heh [122]Hot: emo boys [123]Britney Spears: right [124]Nsync: bye, bye, bye! [125]Real World: sex [126]Orange: halloween [127]Choice: vote [128]Fuck: me [129]Bisexual: fssa [130]Black: trees [131]ICQ: IQ [132]Insane Clown Posse: jenny [133]Linkin Park: help [134]Jack: sparrow [135]Rainbow: lucky charms [136]Cherry: tomato [137]Cucumber: liz [138]Shark: teeth [139]Lifehouse: cd [140]Bat: fangs [141]Leather: boa [142]Whip: porn [143]America: here [144]Water: need [145]Volcano: erupt [.This Or That.] [146]rock or rap: rock [147]pop or rap: Pop [148]rap or r&b: R&B [149]rock or metal: rock [150]rock or pop: rock...reverse of #147, eh? [151]linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park [152]tool or korn: tool? [153]selena or jenifer lopez: j'lo [154]hot or cold: hot [155]winter or summer: winter [156]spring or fall: fall [157]shakira or britney: Shakira [158]ICP or Eminem: whats ICP?! [159]Marilyn Manson Or Rob Zombie: eh. [160]Kittie or Garbage: Garbage? [161]mtv or vh1: old MtV [162]Buffy or Angel: Buffy [163]Dawsons Creek Or Gilmore Girls: Dawson's Creek haha GIMOREEE GIRLS LIZZZ!! [164]Football or Basketball: basketball [165]summer olympics or winter olympics: I'll say...summer [166]skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding means hot boys [167]rollerblading or skateboarding: skateboarding...see above! [168]black or white: black [169]orange or red: red [170]yellow or green: green [171]purple or pink: pink [172]slipknot or mudvayne: Eh...Slipknot?. [173]hot topic or pac sun: Hot Topic [174]inside or outside: Inside mostly. [175]weed or alcohol: Alcohol... [176]cell phone or pager: cell me 177]pen or pencil: pen [178]powerpuff girls or charlies angels: Charlie's Angels [179]scooby doo or dino: Scooby! [180]dragon ball Z or pokemon: ewwww [181]star wars or star trek: Star Wars             [182]tattoo or piercing: tatoo [183]prep or punk: punk [184]slut or whore: slut [.Private Life I.E Sex, Drugs, Rock & Roll...] [185]Boyfriend Or Girlfriend: Well...yes [186]Crush: hehe...yes... [187]Do You Love Anyone Right Now: yes, very much and it hurts like hell! [188]Have You Ever Been In Love: Yep-once-urg how i hate to admit to that. [189]Ever made out with anyone you dont know?: well-i know him now, i didn't know him when i made out with him i guess... [190]If so how many times: 1 [191]Ever Have Oral Sex: no..ask joe, he knows...i don't do blowjobs haha!! [192]Still A Virgin: yup [193]If Not How Many Times: a million [194]How Many Hearts Have You Broken: please...do i break hearts?! [195]How Many People Broke Your Heart: i've gotten hurt a lot but how many people have REALLY broken my heart?! meh-one. [196]Best Quote To Sum Up Love: "Well it's love, make it hurt!" [197] So whats Your Girlfriend/Boyfriend/Crush Like: which one you want, the boyfriend or the crush?! hehe [198]Whats Your Dream Guy/Girl Like: oh my...this could take a while...well he would have amazingly beautiful and deep eyes, a smile to kill, play guitar, write songs, sing, look up at the stars, cry lol, listen and talk...etc.  [199]Do You Go More By Looks Or Personality: Well... [201]Ever Kiss A Friend: everywhere but the lips, sure!  [202]Are You Still Friends: oh yes. [203]So Moving Along... You Smoke: sometimes i wish to-have once-but the friends threaten to murder me if i do again...                  [204]How About Some Weed... You Smoke Weed: uh-no [205]Ever Trip On Acid: heh [206]How About A Little xTc: like i've said...although its bad...if i were to do anything i'd do this. .[207]Crack, Heroine, Anything Else: right [210]Are You The Little Sissy Who Drinks Mikes And Whine Coolers: nooo-lol... [211]Do You Like Smirnoff Ice: eh [212]Prefer Beer Or Liquor: liquor [213]So If You Smoke How Long You Been Killin Yourself Now: hmmm... [214]What Kind Do You Smoke: i dont. [215]Could I Bum One: sure [216]Back To Alcohol, Favorite Alcoholic Beverage: canilla vodka haha [217]So If You Werent A Virgin... Whens The Last Time You Got Some: Never!!! [Would You Ever] [218]Bungee Jump: yes... [219]Sky Dive: yes [220]Swim With Dolphins: awww yes [221]Scuba Dive: yes..i have [222]Go Rock Climbing: yes...i did and fell haha [224]Eat Shit For $1,000,000: noooo...well [225]Change Your Religion: nope [226]Turn Your Back On Your Friends For Personal Gain: these friends?! never!. [227]Steal A Friends Boyfriend/Girlfriend: hahaha [228]Cross-Dress: for sure!! haha [229]Lie To The Police: always do [230]Run From The Police: yep [231]Speed Away From The Police: eh               [232]Lie To Your Parents: all the time [233]Walk Up To A Total Stranger And Kiss Them: i sooo desire to do that!  [234]Be An Exotic Dancer: if i could i would [235]Walk Out Of A Restaurant Without Paying: sounds like fun [236]streak[run naked through somewhere for all you who dont know]: yep [Your Offline Friends] [257]Best Friend: Liz, Dani, Nic, Jenny [258]Known Longest: technically-dani. [259]Wish You Talked To More Then You Do: St. A's people  [261]How Many Friends Do you Think You Have: probably ten or 12[262]How Many Do You Actually Hang Out With:?: I'd say 10. [263]Who Drives You Insane After Awhile: LIZ! [265]Ever Lose A Good Friend Because You Took It To The Next Level: well-i don't think i lost him completly... [266]Craziest: Liz [267]Loudest: Liz...again!  [268]Shyest: Hmm...Tiffany?! [269]Best Hair: I like nicole's right now.  [270]Can Always Make You Laugh: All [271]Best Eyes: Joey lol [272]Best Body: prob-dani [273]Most Athletic: Danielle [274]Sex Symbol: uh-ionno...ms.stoica?! [275]Hot Tempered: hmmm... [276]Most Impatient: Probably all [277]Shortest: liz, kayla, sam <33 [278]Tallest: Jenny [279]Talented: we r all special! [280]Best Singing Voice: hmmm... [281]Skinniest: Nicole [282]Nicest: everyone at times! [283]Best Personality: oh c'mon [284]Biggest Drug User: joe ahahaha [285]Alcoholic: meeeeeeeeeeee [Have You Ever] [286]flashed someone: yes-the cars on queens blvd. [287]told the person you liked how u felt: Yep.                       [288]been to Michigan:  What!? [289]gotten really REALLY wasted: yes.... [290]gone to jail: nope [291]skateboarded: yes and fell [292]skinny dipped: yes [293]stolen anything from a store: nope-well when i was 6 heh [294]wanted to kick my ass for making this so damn long: fucking yes! [296]pegged someone in the head with a snowball and they never knew it was you: hahaha i remember that.... [298]gotten into a bar under aged: yep [299]kissed someone of the same sex: not on the lips [300]flipped someone off: sure [301]gone on a road trip: senior year! [302]gone on vacation without adult supervision: yep [303]been to a concert: Yeah [304]been to another country: Italy. [305]talked back to an adult: all time [306]got pulled over: yes and i cried [307]got into a car accident: yep. [308]broke a law: of course [309]given money to some homeless person: yes [310]tried to kill yourself: well-unfortunatly, yes...no not tried, was about to but then i was saved =) [311]cried to get out of trouble: please, thats ALL i do! [312]kissed a friends brother/sister: nope [313]dropped something on the floor that you were cooking for dinner and still put it on the plate: kissed it up to God first!                              [314]What Do You Think About Boy Bands: hmph [315]What Do You Think About Flag Burning: nope [316]What Do You Think Of The War On Terrorists: please dont make me discuss this [317]what do you think about suicide: i hate it [318]What Do You Think About People Who Try To Force Their Opinions Upon You: I hate them. [319]What Do You Think About Abortion: ask liz [320]What Do You Think About Rock/Metal Music: love rock [321]Where Do You Think You'll Be In 10 Years: in California, hopefully in love. [322]Who Do You Think You'll Still Be Friends With In 5 Years: the crew, some of the drama class [323]What Do You Think About The Pop Music Scene: i dont cate [324]What Do You Think About The Store Abercrombie & Fitch: i adore it [325]What Do You Think About Porn: sure, wanna watch some with mee?! [326]What Do Think About The Death Penalty: i hate these questions[What Did You Do] [339]Last Birthday: sweet 16 party [341]Last Weekend: um...i forgot [342]Christmas: albany with the family [343]Thanksgiving: up to SonRise cabin [344]New Years Eve: got way too drunk [345]Halloween: city with sister   [346]Easter: chilled with the bunny [347]Valentines day: cried [The Last Thing] [363]You Ate: an apple [364]You Drank: heh-water [365]You Took A Shower: Last night      [366]You Wore Out: jeans and a hoodie [367]The Last Place You Went: My bathroom. [368]Last Thing You Bought: starbucks [369]Last Thing You Got Pierced/Tattooed: ear [370]Last Friend You Saw: nicole [371]Last Person You Kissed: chris heh [372]Last Person You Fucked:  myself [373]Last Person You Talked To: liz [374]Last Party You Went To: eh-becca's sweet 16 [375] WTF?: vhat!? [376]Last Song You Heard: Demolition Lovers           [Now] [377]So What Are You Eating: nothing [378]Anything To Drink With That: no [379]Whatchya Wearin: a tank and pj pants.               [380]Any Shoes: nope. [381]Hair: up [382]Listening To Anything: yes-taking back sunday [383]Talking To Anyone: liz [384]Are You Pissed I Made This So Long: YES!.   [Yes Or No] [385]Are You A Vegetarian: eant to be [386]Do You Like Cows: they're sexy [387]Am I A Bitch For Making This Damn Survey: ur a bitch for repeating yourself  [388]Are You Artistic: sure [389]Are You A Fast Runner: i HATE running  You Ski: tried it once [391]Are You British: nope [392]Do You Want To Spear Britney: sure [393]Do The Voices Talk To You And You Only: wait-i hear them now! [394]Did You Ever Give Barbie A Free Haircut & Hairdye Special: i saw jenny do it [396]Do You Think Disney Creators Were On Acid When They Made Alice In Wonderland: eh?!. [397]Will The Real Slim Shady Please Shut Up: ok. [398]Are You Straight: OH YES! [399]Are You 1/2 Stupid, 1/4 insane and another 1/4 physicaly handicapped: the other way around... [400]Are You Fat: im PHAT!!! haha [401]Are You Skinny and just say your fat: that's liz.... [402]Are You Short: yep [403]Do You Own A Hot Pink Shirt: several                 [404]How About Orange Pants: actually...yes             [405]Can You See The Flying Monkeys: i am one [406]Are You Evil: Yeessss [407]Did You Ever Know Someone Who Had A Mullet: haha oh boy. [408]Know Anyone Who Still Has One: Sure!. [409]Is Britney A whore: eh [410]Are You A Teenage Zombie: i eat them. [411]Am I Annoying You Really Bad With All This Nonsense: yes! [413]If You Don't Like Manson You Know You Suck Right: riiight [414]Are You Secretly From Another Planet: yes [415]Did You Ever Touch Someone Else's No-No Spot: haha well...yes! heh [416]Do You Shop At Hot Topic: sometimes [417]Could You Kick My Ass: you know it! [Random Questions] [418]If You Could Be Any Animal, What Animal Would You Be: A  pug [419]Why Would You Be THAT Animal: SO i was cute! [420]If You Had To Eat One Thing For The Rest Of Your Life What Would it Be: pizza [421]Do You Remember Any Of Your Dreams: mostly all [422]Do You Dream In Color Or Black And White: color-well actually i never thought about it... [423]Do You Admit When You Need Help With A Problem: Sometimes.... [424]Can People Read You Like A Book: only a few. [425]What's Your Biggest Fear: Death!! and never being happy again! [426]Do You Talk A lot: too much. [427]Are You Afraid Of Clowns: the one in IT...YES!!                            *That was a complete waste of time!!*